Ive been so bad I know. I just have had little to no desire to be online let alone blog. I think I’m coming off the whole month of Nov blogging deal lol I might be drained of any good thought or idea when it comes to blogging. I really would like to blog about the whole top 100 songs of the 90’s that VH1 did but I’m too lazy right now, maybe soon enough.

I found it interesting I got no comments on the last blog lol hope I didnt freak anyone out, I just was expressing my thoughts and feelings. I can be pretty open sometimes, maybe extreme in my way of expression so of course what i say is genuine but of course I would hope people are not fearful to say something because of it as well. Anyway…

I’m going to be in a play this weekend. I’m a little nervous but I’m excited. I’ll have to tell ya’ll about it.

I broke out my Eminem cd’s last night and I realized something. I really miss him. There are very few artists that actually pull me away from singing their songs to actually make me stop and think. He is one of those that as much as I can “rap” along with his songs I also always end up forgetting about the rapping and focus on what exactly is being said. Now, I know a lot of people are of the mindset that he wasn’t lyrically profound, in the sense that he isn’t using words or even phrases that are “mind-blowing” and in all honesty they are probably right but there is something about the way that he expressed himself and in the passion that he had in executing those words that just makes me stop and actually listen. I really believe there is a deep message in all the “foolishness” of his music. I really think he tried to intertwine humour with the reality to make it easier to digest or at the least easier to understand or maybe he did that to actually get people to LISTEN. Radio friendly is how I see it, maybe so that it will be exposed to more, which in turn means more hear the actual message. I really believe he deserves a lot more credit then he was given. There is so much more depth to the things he said then maybe came across. I know it reaches me and I know I can sympathize, but then again I’m not a normal person lol.