I saw him… briefly!! The torture of seeing the one you adore.. I couldnt be more happier yet anymore sad.. he’ll be leaving in months; but all I can think of is the way he looks, the way he walked in and the way his presence commands MY attention.. Im going to lose him, no doubt… but all I can think of is the patience and soft way he has… I cant lose one of the most purest forms of happiness I have..
God help me.. cause he makes me so happy.
Wow I JUST got home now, its about time.. *looks at clock… 10:29 pm* Man Ive been so busy I havent even thought about blogging and since Im beyond tired right now this should be short. My life has consisted of my ministry and sleep take your pick lol both are amazing but dang Im tired as can be. Any other free time has been spent finishing my surprise @ nicky-byrne.net *grin* or out with friends. But believe me that hasnt been much time at all. Although today was nice we went wine tasting dunno how many glasses I ended up having LOL but it was fun nonetheless, then we went off any sort of good diet we were on and had some comfort food which consisted of a fat juicy hamburger yumm AHAHAH then we just chilled and watched a movie while it rained insanely outside… it was lifes smallest pleasures all wrapped up in one day. It was grand! This week will consist of 2 things.. my ministry and sleep yee haww another 28 hours to completion.. will I make it? Will I? Will I…. I will but can I sleep first?
Oh yeah.. I have to be at 5am…
Hey as you can see a new layout, featuring of course one if not my only my all time fav. famous guy lol Mr JC Chasez!! He rocks 
I lourve the man, he’s BRILLIANT *sigh*! Anyway, I just wanted something different and colourful haha I think I achieved that. Hope you like it. Let me know what you think ok? Im off now… time to 
Hey Hey Hey!! How are you lot doing? Good I hope. I thought Id take a cleaning break and say whats up! Man its been forever I know. Ive just been crazy busy. Ive been out of town and then out in-service and trying to find a job and all kinds of crap. But Im not dead lol Im here..
I went out of town for the weekend it was fun. I got to go to a meeting ina different city that was so much fun I went with a friend, We visited her mom so it was loads of fun. Nice to get out of here for a little bit.
Ive been out in-service. I made my mind up to aux pioneer which means Im dedicating myself to get out more and serve more and pledge (if you will) a certain amount of hours in-service for March, April and May so thats a total of 150 for the full 3 months (50 hours a month) so Im excited. Ive done it before, so I know I can do it. Im just a little nervous. I just need to make a schedule. If you round it off I need about 13 hours a week (each week of the month e.g 4 weeks) to make it to 53 so I need to figure out if I wanna do like 3 hours for 5 days a week or 2 6 hour days a week. Im not sure what I wanna do but I gotta figure it out. Needless to say There’s always the build up to making such a dedication but in the end its all worth it when you know and believe in what your doing and why your doing it. God commands us to in the bible (”And this good news of the kingdom will be preached in all the inhabited earth for a witness to all the nations and then the end will come” -Matthew 24:14) so its my obligation to peach. Its not easy believe me, specially when people are rude; Ive had my share of doors slammed in my face but you just keep going, what can you do? So I cant wait. Then tomorrow I have another presentation to give *screams* ahhhhh Im nervous because unlike the last this is in front of the WHOLE congregation *yikes* but I got everything I want to say written down so I hope it all goes well. Im scared lol.
I got a call back from a funiture place for an interview so I think Ill go try it out. I mean it cant be that bad. Besides if I dont make it then, oh well. As long as I tried, right? It’s on Friday so Ill have to cut my service day short but it should be fun.
I think I might be headed to New Jersey and Colorado lol if all goes right Imma visit Jen and go hang out in Soho with her future hubby LOL 
and then her sister is getting married so Im invited *yeeee haww* so I should be heading to either state for the wedding, I have yet to know. Im excited. Ive been to Colordao, Its BEAUTIFUL. I didn’t stay long but for the time I was it was lovely. I have yet to go to the East Coast but I know it’ll be great. I cant wait to see New York and Bethel (Witness Headquaters, if you will) which is in Brooklyn I believe so ahhhhhh Im excited.
Well I think my washing is done, I need to go get it. Ill hopefully get a new layout and stuff for hit joint soon. But Im going to be MAJORLY busy with pioneering so that means very long days out all day so be patient. I have an exciting month so go me, its about time some happiness in life lol
OK, I got tagged by Joy so here we go..
Ground Rules: The first player of this “game” starts with the topic “5 weird facts about yourself”, and people who get tagged need to write an entry about their 5 weird facts as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says, “You are tagged” in their blog and tell them to read yours
My Weird Facts
- I always sit with my legs crossed, its the only way I feel comfortable
- I can make a prenstation in front of 70 people but not in front of 15 lol
- Im convinced That id be a great backup singer haha
- I hate the internet but hate not having it
- I have to slep with one foot out the blanket
